I definitely think you should talk to someone too. Not bonding with your baby is one thing, but hoping it has something wrong so you can get rid of it is another. Talking to someone will help you sort out all the emotions in your head. Pregnancy is a shocking time with all the hormones and sickness making things hard. Please go and get some help, it might be signs of antenatal depression, or it might just be that you need to talk to someone and work through some stuff.

On the bonding thing, i was telling friends the other night, i have real issues bonding with my baby until i am holding it. It's just how i am.