thank you.

it is my first pregnancy. been married a few years, definately old enough to have a kid.

love being around kids, but since i found out they are a bit too 'real' iykwim.

i want to happy for hubby, but don't want to fake it.

maybe its just fear of reality setting in.

i prob would have been horrible to live with if i was trying to conceive, so maybe it is a good thing it just happened.

thanks for replying