i was ecstatic the first day, and a stunned mullet for a week after that. Then terrified it would die till 6wk3d when i got my first dating ultrasound, when i finally started to feel like it wasnt going to die on me. But a horrible year of financial problems, relationship problems, in-laws problems, and a chronic case of a bad luck streak has me still tied between joy and protective feelings, and trouble bonding as already baby has caused dramas (lost job for one), sometimes i feel resentful, but i know it will pass, because i'm already so defiant that no in-laws will get custody, so i know there's already some love starting to form. 6 weeks to find out the sex yet, and then bubs will start to take on an identity, and we'll be even more closer again :-)
There's no doubt, the emotional rollercoaster you will ride will be amazing, but you'll get there, just dont allow yourself to feel guilty on top of it all, the love will come in good time!