got the questions answered by my doctor, i got a call this arvo saying he wanted to see me he heard of everything and wanted me in to find out what is happening.
found out my hcg levels were 11 on sat arvo so i did actually miscarry that morning, so i was right to think i did when i lost him or her.
and the bloods today that were taken should be under 5 so he's giving me the go ahead to try now and start the rumpy pumpys lol.
i am sad but not crying i knew all weekend what had happened, he agree;s with me something about the ultrasound cause it is odd about having a clear scan then this 2 hrs or less later, he reckons what was said on here maybe my cervix is slightly sensitive or something else, for example i explained about during the mummy daddy time it can be odd and said he most proberly up at ya tonsils, my doctor is great always can make you laugh, and is very suprised at my mc because lack ofpain even that period pain feeling i havent had but also my attitude and how i want back on the saddle he said dh is on lucky guy hehe
so thankyou everyone for your support
hopefully we will back next month with good news, he says i might be specially if we start now! he also said it looks like my body did a great job with this situation everything thats supposed to happen did and ready for a new miricle, our little bub grew wings but i think he or she wont be gone for very long he or she picked us for a reason and will be back to cause mummy and daddy more worries with he or she's big brothers!
i just cant wait!