It almost sounds like you are having an anxiety attack regarding food, and not wanting to eat the wrong sorts. What ever it ends up being you need to talk to someone about possible nutirent suppliments, if you can't stomach real food, for you and your baby.
your right and i value your imput alot and i will talk to dr, altho this comes like at different times like for instance today im fine i can eat just about anything just not the following

rice
tinned spagetti
baked beans
crisps
chocolate bars
lollies

thats it it changes its not fixed does that make sence i hope so hubbbie is great the other night at 9pm made me sausages lol