No morning sickness today had me worried but went and had u/s with ob and yep growing nicely and a good HB- obviously got none of the measurements the ob doesn't do that. But yay I got a visual! But she wanted to do internal after the normal u/s and talk about feeling of being violated- i was choking back the tears and wishing DH was there! She made me strip in front of her (not leave the room like the u/s technicians do), ok so maybe she does this everyday but I don't! I find it very invasive and hard to deal with (especially since being raped in the past) so I did not cope well today. And yes I know I will have to be more exposed when giving birth but thats different IMO. Have an appt with the propper U/s people next friday so that will be better. Can't wait til Dh gets home I need a hug now.
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