Congratulations Glenny!!

Your emotions are all totally normal.. Each situation is different, but I have CHD and my Mum had 2 more with no issues. None of my 3 boys had any issues with their heart that wasn't related to prematurity.. I just wanted to give you some hope..

It is hard to enjoy a pregnancy when you have had a sick baby or other trauma. It's ok to feel what you are feeling.