I went to a friends house of mine they've kindly allowed me internet access to update you all. The ultrasound person (very technical lol) said it looks like implantation bleeding and that part of the uterus almost has a "bruised" look to it up above bubs. They couldn't hear a heartbeat but there was a flicker that she said was 90% sure was a strong heart beat she wanted to give me an internal but I said I'd prefer to just see how I go and come get another u/s in a week or so.
She showed me the sack, the yolk and the flicker she also took measurements and showed bubs to be 5 weeks and 3 days which is what it is spot on! lol (ticker is a day out i think because of timezones).
Dr was so nasty he said i may as well skip the u/s and book myself straight into hospital and get an abortion I was so numb driving there and then the ultrasound lady (who was awsome) said all was pretty much fine and she'd seen it before and to just keep an eye on things.
She even printed out a photo for me! I just sat in my car looking at it and burst out crying I didn't realise just how much I wanted this till today
So hopefully all will be well she said the next two weeks will be the determining factor whether bubs clings on alright or not so fingers crossed its going to be the hardest two weeks of my life.
Sorry about my poor punctiation and grammar I'm trying to type as fast as I can as I can't stay on too long it's a bit rude lol
Love and hugs and thank you so much everyone I was so heartbroken I'm going to rip into that dr next time I see him I'm so angry!! Least it prepared me for the worst I spose..
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