My Dad is coming to visit me tomorrow, Mum wanted to also but couldn't because of work. It's over a 4hr drive so it's nice knowing that Dad loves me that much and wants to support me by coming to visit. Will be nice too cause Dh is working tomorrow- so at least I'm not home alone.

I said something to Dh tonight can't remember what exactly but he replied 'it hurts me too' It was just what I needed to hear because Dh is not an overly emotional person so to say that was very big. And I needed to hear it because I kept thinking why am I the only one upset by this? I guess he just has other ways to deal with it.