very upset...but is there any hope?

[Buzzie]

BIG BIG BIG HUGS coming your way em..
I just can't imagin what your going through, but look after yourself and have that relaxing shower!!
I am praying and all fingers crossed for you! You WILL get to hold your beautiful bub in ur arms whether it's this year or another, don't give up fighting and keep talking to all thoes around you cos we are all here for a shoulder to cry on 24-7!!

Xxx

[fuzzy]

How are you doing today luv? When do you get some more definitive answers? Hope you come back to our Belly Belly thread soon. Feel like I am missing a partner-in-crime in there with both of us having come from the same TTC thread previously. Anyway, sending you all my positive thoughts and I hope that you get some good news. xx

[Eenee]

fuzzy: started spotting again, but then stopped. This is seriously getting me down.

[CharlieBrownGirl]

Em, I've been thinking of you. I'm so sorry, I wish there was something I could do.
Are there any more tests that can be done at the doctors?

Take care xx

[Elocin]

Just wanted to stop by too and let you know I'm thinking of you honey xo

[Mummato2]

So am I kidding myself holding some hope unto the fact that baby might be just slower then others, or do I have to face facts and come to terms that this is going to end in another miscarriage?

Sorry sweetheart - that sounded like the beginning of one of my losses (the ultrasound result and dating is scarily similar to your results)

I wish you all the best though and miracles do happen xxx

[LimeSlice]

So glad your DH is such a rock xoxox thinking of you both

[Eenee]

Thanks, somehow i'm thinking there will be no miracles this time- started spotting again. Gosh it's so frustrating.
Dh is trying to cheer me up and wants me to be hapy, but how can I at a time like this? I feel like i'm letting him down also. I feel like such a failure...

[CharlieBrownGirl]

Em, I don't think you're a failure. You're an amazing woman!

[starangelk]

Em I can really understand your feelings because the not knowing is the killer. Did the Dr offer a blood test to check if your levels are going up or down? When I had spotting, once the pregnancy was confirmed by an US, my Dr didn't bother with bloods and just sent me to check that the baby was growing with an US. But the other time they did BT's every 2 days to check that my levels were rising. The other thing I did........which might be ridiculous but it did help my sanity was that I took HPT's to see what the lines were doing........

I am so thinking of you and sending you virtual hugs.

[Ree*Ree]

more squishy cyber your way em...
Don't feel like ur letting ur DH down, he just wants you to feel better, but you just keep doing what feels right for you, ok?

[blackduckies]

HUGE HUGS, please don't feel like you are a failure, there is something not quite right and its not because of you..it's so hard and your DH hates seeing you feel this way and wants to make you happy...getting some answers is what you need, and the only way you can go forward...the waitng is the hardest part.

[*Beema*]

Still thinking of you hun xxoo

[~breeze~]

[fuzzy]

sorry em. here any time you need x

[CinderToriella]

hope everything is going ok

[Elocin]

You are not a failure Em... As BD said above, something's just not quite right - it's not YOU though babe.

Your DH is a good man, who just wants to see you smile that beautiful smile of yours. He just wants to make you happy and look after you.

I hope you find some answers soon, are you able to call your doctor again maybe to see if there is anything he can do?

Look after yourself

[Eenee]

thanks everyone...still in limbo, and still spotting (TMI) but no red blood just brown. I haven't got any cramping or anything.
I must have had a stressful nights sleep cos DH told me I was yelling out "where's my baby" i just cried when he told me. The Dr won't do anything until next week. so just more waiting!