I think I am the same but for different reasons. Last time it was because it was my first. This time its because I was starting to think it wouldn't happen, and I know how desperately Paris wants a sibling and to know I can finally give her wish to her means the world to me. And I think for us after 4 yrs apart LOL I've forgotten so much its like doing it again for the first time LOL!

*hugs*
Cailin