Today was meant to be a happy day, Matilda came home from hospital on this day last year, she has finally been safe at home for one whole year, we are meant to be celebrating that not worrying that this journey will be starting again 4 months.

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I can do this. I will do this. I am going to be a stronger and better person for it.

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You can do this and you will, you are an incredibly strong person to have come through everything you have so far.

It will be hard, but make today as special as you can for your family and for Matilda. You're right it is a special day for all of you.

Good luck with your pregnancy and the road you have ahead, we are all here for you