i still have trouble believing i am pregnant and there isnt something wrong even though i had 5 blood tests and an ultrasound in one week! i am so stressed about the whole thing that its scary.
i think it is totally normal to feel the way you do. often we dont feel 'safe' until we are holding that little baby in our arms but everything is absolutely fine and im sure when you have your 12 week scan there will be a health happy baby waving at you.
At the moment I seem to be fluctuating between not really realising the reality of my pregnancy and feeling so weighed down that I can't wait for the birth and feeling both apprehensive and excited about 'the next phase' of our lives!
Even though I watch my belly do it's own cirque du soleil routine (lol!) I still am having moments of, oh my golly me goodness!! We're doing this again?!?!?!
DD will be 2&1/2 when bubs is born, we're 28wks now......but am finding it hard to picture us going from a family of 3 to 4! Am completely excited about it but feel like I am living in surreal land!!!
I only found out on Friday and I can't belive it after TTC for 6 months. But then sometimes i look at myself in the mirror and can't believe that I have a 21 month old son! LOL!
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