thanks girls :hugs:

I am ok i suppose, i just need to wait for AF to show her ugly face now i guess... hoping she comes soon, she is 2 days late now... i am just wanting her to show up if i'm not pregnant now you know? so i can get on with the next cycle... this waiting is hard.....

if its just an early m/c i've had, then its ok, its very very common and lots of ppl have them all the time and dont even realise, its just disguised as a AF that is a few days late then heavy AF follows... heavier than normal.... so this AF could be a shocker!!! i must have been pregnant to get a faint pos hpt on pregnow that measures 10 mIU dont you agree?? I must have been pregnant at one stage.....hence symptoms etc... and the little guy just had trouble implanting and burrowing in...

i dont know if i should be hoping for AF to come, or if i should be praying this little one sticks, is there any little one there to be hoping sticks??? i am so confused.....

i dont think i'll ever test again until AF is few days late!!