I have 6 children. Girl, boy, boy, autistic girl that I think might really be a boy, boy and last, a boy. I am pg again and really wanted a girl - I even bought some girls clothes. I had my u/s and am having a boy. I thought I'd be devastated, but I wasnt. I couldnt wipe the smile off my face for the rest of the day. The point is theres no point worrying about it now because you just never know how you'll really react when they tell you - if they can. With my first, I was dying for a boy and when they told me it was a girl I cried with joy. Maybe its pg hormones

Good luck and I hope you get everything you wish for.