I am so sorry, I can imagine the feels of loss you were having. I thought ds2 was a girl and felt a little bit of that sense of loss when he was a boy because i felt like there was really a little girl in there.

I don't want to give a false sense of hope but 2 out of 3 of your scans have said girl and it does sound like your sonographer was not completely sure, so I too think you should have another scan, I know you are saying you don't want to have false hope but if you are having a girl it would be a waste to buy new boys things, and if you are having a boy maybe another scan would help to bond with your baby as a boy, seeing as you might be in less shock at the time?