I have experienced GD as well. I was devestated when I found out DD2 was a girl and spent time grieving my boy. I allowed myself to do it, despite feeling bad at times about friends who were TTC-long term, and when I got up from my bed, I felt better. I named her that week, and I said "goodbye" to my dreams of a boy.

Its a hard process to go through and very hard to understand the range of emotions when you go through GD.