Hon I am in shock for you and as I read you post I said out loud "oh now, how devastating" and my dh asked what was wrong and I told him big hugs from both of us. We don't have any bubs yet but we do know how much we want at least one of each gender, I can't imagine how uspset you are right now I understand you feeling like you have lost your little girl, is there any chance next time (if you choose a next time) you can get IVF or something to insure a girl? I know that might sound a little cold and I dont' know if you can even choose gender with IVF but I am just offering some light for you.