Good Morning Ladies!

I am having one of those self doubting moments and knew I could post it here...

I am feeling like a failure already - to my un-born bub, to my husband and to my house..

I am struggling to eat alot at the moment - I try very hard to eat well and eat veggies and fruit and all that good stuff - I mainly succeed but I have days that I cant bring myself to cook veggies or eat sallads - I can eat alot of fruit so thats ok I guess.
I worry that I am not doing the best for my little bub - I take my megga fol and I drink milk. I cant take vitamins because I have Haemacromatosis (store to much iron) so I can have any extra iron. I STILL suffer from bad morning sickness and the ONLY thing that makes me feel better and get thru the day is a bottle of Ice Coffee - I am scared that the cafinee that I have each day will be harmong my bub... If my bub is born with issues i feel that it will all be my fault..

I LOVE my husband to death! And I know that he loves me. After my first preg ending in m/c i am scared of seeing blood and I have not wanted to have sex due to the fact that it may disturb things - my DH is fine with this but I feel like a failure to him and I worry that he is going to leave me...

My house is a mess! Well its not a total mess but I get home form a full days work and all I want to do is lay on the couch! I have piles of clean cloths that I need to fold up and put away I just cant muster the energy at the moment...

I just feel like a failure.. The fact that I can sleep is not helping me at all either..

Sorry for the Woe is me post... just needed to get it out..

Kate