hi kungfubecca

i actually went looking for info advice and answers of my own accord

but came across this forum by accident

being a female forum if i can say that made it a bit awarked for me thats why in my first thread or comment that i put out there i mentioned i was a male seeknhelp for my partner

she reads everything i post and reads all the replies weather pos or neg

i give suz all the encouragement i can do what ever i can for her and child

she carries a lot of baggage from her past drugs relationships everything

i personally believe this is her biggest downfall you cant compare yesterday with today
if u know what i mean

we both have used for over 20+ years i managed to get off and have done so for the last 4yrs

for her the road to being clean has not been so easy in the last 14 months her best attempt has been 1month

she has just relapsed again this week not to h but to alcohol which is another addicition she battles

the road to recovery is xtremly hard only users know that i struggle every day even after 4yrs

but her well being is more important for now then child then me

ive waffled on a bit sorry

yes she reads all posts and replies

thanx for taking time to read

regard me jo her suz

ps what colour belt r u