yeah i have to agree with olive on this one. i felt less connected to my second pregnancy. i knew so much more. i was more aware of what could go wrong. the whole pg never felt as special, but i gotta tell you that now that he's here, he's the most precious little soul ever and i could not love him anymore than i do. i don't know what it is, i think part naievity (sp?) and excitement in the first pg help you through it a bit more iykwim?
it's hard not to worry with everything that's been going on xoxo