Wow - I had every intention of personally replying to every reply - I shall see how I go...
I just want to say a massive thank you to you all for getting angry on my behalf, giving me sympathy, cheering me on, and for sharing your stories... I feel so much better having read every reply, knowing I wasn't wrong to feel so angry at the treatment I recieved and to know that I do have a right to be pregnant and to have a baby... You are all so wonderful and I honestly didn't expect such a response. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you!

Ok here goes the personals!

Snacks - I am high risk. I have suffered more than 12 miscarriages (I stopped counting at 12), my sons birth was also rather traumatic in that I suffered a second degree tear that never healed properly and I haemorraged for 2 days post birth. I was supposed to have a transfusion but some thing got screwed up and I never got it... So unfortunately I have to go to this hospital and have this care... Luckily I only have to see them again at 28, 36 and 41 weeks. The rest of the time I can see my regular Ob who doesn't have an issue with my weight and says I am deliciously pregnant!

Jellybean - I am going to find those books! I love to read anyway and I think I have read all the pregnancy books I can find so something new is always good!! Thank you!

Sloane - I love you! Seriously! You put into words exactly what was going through my head - round and round... You can tell DP from me that you can type as much as you like..! I so appreciate the support you give... Thank you so much and big hugs! Damn that one point!

Lisa - I am so glad your pregnancies went well - gives me much hope!!

Trac - Again, thank you so much for giving me so much hope! It sounds like your son was a good weight!

Angela - I'm really glad that the treatment you are getting is good! It sounds like you are doing all the right things in all the right places... And you are right - if our bodies weren't healthy enough we wouldn't be having children!

Mrs BB - Way to go!! Stupid doctors making you feel worse when you were already going through a stressful thing... Some really need to take a lesson in bedside manner I think... I am so glad that you are pregnant and are having your much wanted baby... I hope everything continues to go well and that it's everything you ever dreamed of when you hold your baby for the very first time...

Wow - I did it. I probably didn't say everything I wanted to say because I was so worried about replying to everyone but I just really wanted you to know that each reply meant a lot to me and that I appreciated the time you went to, to post it. You really have no idea the weight (hahahah - now if body weight was that easy to shift!) you have lifted from my shoulders... You are all right and wonderful for putting yourselves out there to help a complete stranger feel better! What would I do without my Belly Belly friends?

Again - a massive, massive Thank You!!