Big hugs to you - and welcome to BB
Like Santosha said - no one can make you descision for you but we can listen and be here and offer our opinions and experiences. Sounds to me though that you have made up your mind. I agree that your partener cannot 'make you' not have this baby just because he doesnt want to.

Whatever you decide to do, you need to be true to yourself. Sorry, dd has just woken up and i have to go but i will bbl xxx