oh wow i wasn't expecting so many replies. Thanks

When i posted this i had just woken up and was emotional luckily i can write this now without tearing up lol.

This pregnancy was very unexpected due to me being told I will find it difficult to have babies. The day I found out i was pregnant is the same day i lost my job. So hitting my partner with both these bits of news was a huge shock for him. he's since taken back the 'i dont want to have kids with you' comment.

To elaborate on our relationship a little more. 3 months ago i left my job and packed my apartment up and moved up here from Wollongong because the BF was sick of the travel. We had previously lived together 3 years ago in Orange but i fell ill and moved home to family and have until recent been travelling to see him. We're both only 24 and until my losing my job and finding i was expecting a bundle of joy our friends would get jealous over how in love we were

Now thats been said, i dont have a real support group my 'family' disowned me once i had both my younger brother and my sisters father sent to prison (both for valid reasons) Now that I have moved away I only have my partner to back me up as i have not quite met anyone on my own here and I leave his friends to be his support.
I fully understand this is my decision, i just wish it wasn't a hard one to make being in my predicament of being told i would find it difficult to conceive.

I thank you all for taking the time to read and reply. It really means alot.