everyone....

so im having a bad day.....

im on total bed rest at home to try and keep baby in for another 2 weeks due to incompetant cervix. i have a stitch in but my cervix isnt playing ball hence the bed rest....


and im over it.....

ive spent more of the last 18 months on bed rest than i havnt, ive also spent more of the last 18 months pregnant than i havnt.

im sick of the aches and pains of pregnancy, im sick of being told what i can and cant do, im sick of not being able to leave my house unless DH is home to take me where i need to go but lasts 5 mins coz the pressure is to much.

how the hell do u mentally get over this?????

id really like to know coz today the rate im going i feel like ill end up in a institution before this baby is born.

** and yes i know there are people a LOT worse than me, and that have been through a lot worse to have their babies**

there is only so much telly, Facebook, BB stalking, and searching the net i can do everyday......