Trying to stay positive, but im so scared.

[Anila]

well, its not the best of news and still puts me in limbo land.
The results came back that yes i am pregnant, but in 10 days the levels have only risen from 29 to 73.
The dr was very shocked and said he would have expected them to be in the hundreds by now, and really so did i.
So he said its good the numbers are rising, it could mean that im only very early pregnant, or its just really low hcg.
I got a positive test weeks ago, and if anything i would only be a week difference and he was talking 2- 3 weeks, so the time frame doesnt fit with everything else.
He said we could do another hcg blood test, but said he would rather just wait to see what the scan says on monday.
He said hopefully we see a heart beat, or even just a sac.



well just as i was typing all this i went to the loo and i have started heavy bleeding, and have passed a clot, i dont think it was baby, but bleeding is just like af.

[alioops]

Let us know if there is anything we can do sweets

[~Serenity~]

Babe i love ya so much and its so not fair that you are going through this...i am still praying that things will be ok....im always here for ya

[Ahurani]

Honey this just isnt fair Hopefully it all turns out okay. You know we will all be here for you

[ubba82]

Oh Darl, thats really sad news. I guess still wait and see what the u/s says on Monday. If you are in any pain it is safe to take paracetemol. Grab a heat pack and hop into bed.

Take Care,

xx

[ndvmummmy]

Anila, I am ing for you too... and sending you lots of hugs and comfort

Hopefully all your news on Monday will be great

xxx

[Arimeh]

Lots of squishy fat wobbling hugs for you from me mate
xxxx

Hopefully its hangin on by its fingernails in there and just wanting to give mummy a scare (ie - must be male!!!)

*mwah*



ETA - just read your other post. Do you want me to come and see you tomorrow and keep you company?

[Jahzara]

and

I am so sorry that you are going through this and feel so alone.
I wish i could give you some comfort and a big hug IRL.

Please know that i am thinking of you.
Just a thought - Maybe your DH doesnt know what to say or is struggling with his own feelings ? I hope you are able to have a talk.

Take care
We are all here for you !

xxxxoooo

[Miss.B]

Oh hun, I am so sorry you feel so alone ATM, many hugs to you sweetie, you are in my thoughts and prayers. I pray that all is well with your bubbie, please stick little one!!!

[Papillon]

Lisa - my beautiful friend... i have just Pm'd you.

As for D, sweetheart, sadly he is dealing with this the only way he knows how... this is very similar to way back in oct/nov last year. I believe, as i said to you then, he struggles, truly struggles with seeing you sad or dissapointed..and definately hurting. He doesnt know how to handle seeing you this way, in himself i mean. Or, the fact that he has no power or control over what is happening, he is your man and he cant stop what is hurting you right now. For some men, that is more than they can bare. And doing what he is doing (by going to work = going into cave), is his default mechanism.



I truly hope before the early hour's of daylight tomorrow, you both have been able to talk, or he has been able to see and been able to put his fears/feeling's aside, to be able to be there and hold you through this. If it wasnt for the K's you KNOW i would be there in an heartbeat!!

What i said in my PM stands.... as it has for the past 7 months and will continue to do so.



I am for a positive outcome to this babe, from the utter core of me!

stick baby - stick like no other baby has ever stuck before!!!