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Friends don't understand why we aren't gabbering away about the baby and being pregnant. Why we don't go out and buy heaps of things as soon as we find out. Why we may not seem to be over joyed at the fact that we are pregnant and why we are so stressed about going for scans. The way they see it is that they're off to have a sneak peak at their little bundle of joy. The way we see it is another opportunity to be told that there is no heartbeating within our prescious precious babies.
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Farmgirl - Nixon hit it on the head. What you are feeling is quite normal and is not restricted to women who conceive through IVF. There are many women who can fall pregnant easily but cannot hold onto that pregnancy and experience loss after loss. While we get that excitment of the BFP shock - I can assure you that what follows immediately is "will this one stick?" and the self doubt in our body and our abilities to carry a pregnancy.

While you have to have a C-Sec - try not to think about it as yet another medical intervention. You are giving your baby the best possible start to life it doesn't matter whether its the sunroof or corridor, when you hear that baby cry for the first time it won't matter because you will be so elated in that moment everything you have been through to get to that point will be forgotten (at least in that one moment )

Big try to enjoy your pregnancy while it lasts, every moment is precious.

Love Nae x