Hi everyone,

Well, I've finally got to posting on here.. hahaha.

Anyway, after all the experience of LT TTC and treatments etc., I have realised I desperately want a girl. Before all the hassles with fertility, I don't think I cared that much - I would have thought: I could have more and therefore I wouldn't mind how many of each sex I got. But since all this happened, and since I don't know if we will be able to have another, I am desperate that this one is a girl. But I feel like I should just be grateful for whatever I get, because it is an absolute miracle that we even conceived at all!

I know that I am not a superwoman. Ideally I wouldn't want to find out the sex before it was born. But I think I really need to, in case it is a boy, I want to get used to it, and I want to be able to feel like I can accept it being a boy etc. etc.

Anyway, just rambling... am wondering if anyone else feels that LT TTC and treatments affects the way they feel about the gender of the bub? I am so amazed at the strength of my feelings, honestly. I never realised I felt like this before!

Thx

PS Am 11 wks - after 2 and a half years ttc due to PCOS and severe male factor.