Thanks so much Monnie. I feel so much better after reading your reply (and having a good cry!).

Even now...at 37 weeks...there's still part of me that thinks "this isn't really happening...this only happens to other people"...
This is exactly how I feel, that pregnancy is something that happens to 'other people', not me. I guess I will have to re-think that one, now that it has happened twice. I just have to stop worrying about what could happen, but that is easier said than done of course.

Thanks so much again for taking the time to reply to me. I will definitely check out the other thread.