Hi Smegs,

I know how you feel, though we werent TTC for as long as you. I had a chemical pregnancy after my first cycle, and we had a after our second fresh IVF cycle. On wednesday I will be having my 6 week scan. I am so scared there will be no heartbeat.

HOWEVER I have also decided to try and enjoy this pregnancy for as long as it lasts. I think with LTTTC or AC we are so well-read and aware of what can go wrong at ALL stages, that there is a risk of going "oh, I will be excited when I get my blood test/ have my 6 week scan/ have my 12 week scan/ make 20 weeks...." and so on and so on that there is a risk that we will reach our EDD and look back and realise that we had a really MISERABLE pregnancy emotionally, when it was all FINE and we should have been enjoying ourselves

of course something might go wrong for any of us, but to think positive allows us to enjoy the experience so much more, and thinking negatively wont stop the bad things from happening

GOOD LUCK