Hi Smegs and congratulations on your pregnancy hun.

I also think your feelings are VERY normal for someone who has been ttc and suffered a loss. It does make it difficult to think positive but over time you will start to believe this is happening and you WILL become a mummy and you WILL hve a precious bub to take home and to hold on your arms.

It took me a while to accept these feelings too and I have to pinch myself everyday and make myself think positive thoughts and tell myself that I will take home a happy and healthy bub in the not too distant future.

I want to wish you all the very best for your pregnancy and know that we will be here for you when you need us to be.