Smegs,
Congrats. I can't imagine what a long road you have been down. But I understand the Crazy completely. I feel crazy for thinking I might be pregnant. Then think I have to be pregnant. Then test and squint at the stupid stick trying to decide if it is a line or not because I can't wait. Only to have to test again.By the time I see a BFP it is a relief that I am not ready for the funny farm and now the really crazy begins.
( I actually still have my BFP tests both of them. I keep thinking that I should throw them away. But I need to take them out and look at them to remind myself I am pregnant not crazy)
Even with my first pregnancy which was before the bubble burst and I thought miscarriages were things that wouldn't happen to me. When I went for my first ultrasound at 17 weeks I was half expecting them to tell me "You're not pregnant. It must be all in your head!"
The fact that you feel this crazy must be a good sign that you body is producing all the crazy hormones it needs.
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