Help, I feel like I am going crazy

[monnie]

Dr Beee...congratulations!!! What wonderful news for yourself and your partner!

Wishing you all the very best...I agree...just enjoy each day for what it is...that's the way we got through...and here we are at 38 weeks!

Feel free to come and join us at PALTTTC...

[Jayney]

Smegs,

Congrats. I can't imagine what a long road you have been down. But I understand the Crazy completely. I feel crazy for thinking I might be pregnant. Then think I have to be pregnant. Then test and squint at the stupid stick trying to decide if it is a line or not because I can't wait. Only to have to test again. By the time I see a BFP it is a relief that I am not ready for the funny farm and now the really crazy begins.

( I actually still have my BFP tests both of them. I keep thinking that I should throw them away. But I need to take them out and look at them to remind myself I am pregnant not crazy)

Even with my first pregnancy which was before the bubble burst and I thought miscarriages were things that wouldn't happen to me. When I went for my first ultrasound at 17 weeks I was half expecting them to tell me "You're not pregnant. It must be all in your head!"

The fact that you feel this crazy must be a good sign that you body is producing all the crazy hormones it needs.

[smegs]

Hi guys, thanks for all your replies.

drbee, what you said is so true, I could get to the end of nine months and realise all I have done is worry. MY GP said to try to disassociate from the pregnancy, and not think about it at all, just go with whatever he says is happening. So I am trying hard to do that. Had a chat with my SIL last night, she just had a baby boy, eight weeks premature, after four miscarriages, and she said exactly the same thing, that there is no point in worrying because it won't stop something bad from happening if it is going to.

Good luck with your scan on Wednesday.

[smegs]

The fact that you feel this crazy must be a good sign that you body is producing all the crazy hormones it needs.

LOL that made me feel better!