everyone!

Yay Sammie! Great to see you in here at last!

Smithy: Glad you love the new place, we missed you!

Grub: I too get the screaming then the big grin! Does my head in! But I can never stay mad at that cute little face!

We are all good here. DS is a little tank, weighs 5.5kg @ 6weeks, put on 840g in 2 weeks, then 450g the following week , yep that's 2kg since birth! So much for him "not thriving" if I chose to bottle feed! He's out of 0000 and some of the 000 are getting a little snug around the beer gut.

To all those with unsettled bubs, thank you, you have made me feel a little more normal! I'm used to hearing of my cousins with their bubs, 13 weeks (slept 11.5hrs a night from 7 weeks) and 15weeks (slept 6-8hrs a night from 5weeks) and it drives me mental! We were still going every 3 hrs. But last Thurs DS went for needles (can you believe 6 weeks already???) and I got Doc to check him and he has reflux AND is lactose intolerant so is now on specially made Losec solution & is on De-Lact formula and we mostly seem to get 4hrly feeds at night.

Spent the weekend at my parents and he slept like a dream in the porta-cot. Wonder why he won't sleep in his OWN cot??? He'll lay there and kick for 30-40mins then it's WAAAAHHHHH!!!


Ahhh Mothers Day, will be so much nicer this year. Last year I had just had my first ICSI and a week before Mother's Day did a HPT and got a BFP. Then the next Friday had my BT & they said I was BFP but that something was wrong and chances were it would end in a miscarriage. So Mother's Day was not a very nice day. My family tried to be positive and make it a good day for me but I spent most of it in tears. Then the Tuesday after the inevitable happened. Can't believe it's been a year already. But at least the only tears this year will be of happiness.

Interesting though, dion't know how to approach the 1yr anniversary, I want to acknowledge it but DH has never accepted what happened. He believed "nothing was there" becasue it was so early (5weeks) and wasn't a foetus yet and when I Mc-ed he got really angry and told me I had no right to be upset cause nothing really happened and that I should have been prepared for it to go wrong. Since then he has acknowledged it for my sake but still admits he has no feeling towards it himself. I don't know what to do about that. Any thoughts?

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Anyway had better go, trying to get him to settle in his cot, he's gone from the attention-seeking whinges to full blown "get me out of here" screaming *sigh*