I am constantly in the bathroom looking for blood, analysing every twinge, checking my (.)(.) are still sore...... why can't I just relax?

My last miscarriage happened on a sunday evening and I am just terrified of this happening again. I hate sundays!!

Tomorrow is the 5 week mark..... my FS has booked me in for my first scan at 6w4d. That seems AGES away! How will I make it through.

I feel like I'm just torturing myself with the thoughts of my last pregnancy.

Help!
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