so much happening at the moment i cant keep up but murph im also thinking of you

and to all the ladies having scans and appointments i hope all goes very well for you

AFM - im sooo over it now! i dont know how BG and the other 3rd trimesters cope, now i know who he is and saw him on the scan at 24 weeks! he was a human being! i want him out!!! he kicks ALL day and night and i want to see him! i was in denial for sooo long well until last week and now its all real to me! i FINALLY put a cot on layby and have a few blue singlets but thats it! im still terrified of having a stillborn has anyone else had this fear? im physically ok besides the vomiting but sooo used to it now im just anxious and will be until he is safe and outside the womb.