Hey Nixon - I felt that way when pregnant...people didnt understand how anxious I was...even when my HCG levels weren't right they kept telling me to relax, that things would be fine...I just had to chill out...it made me want to scream! (ok, so now I am probably still really emotional and could scream a lot, but that's beside the point )
I also felt sad I had lost that innocence- do others feel that way too?
I know that when I managed to fall pregnant again, I will be even worse after this recent loss. I wonder how I could ever enjoy the first 12 weeks.

Hippymum- I think you should surely be able to have a BT or scan ! I felt annoyed reading about your GP.

LNB- lol about prodding your boobs...i was exactly the same