Smithy, I had withdrawals after seeing your beautiful photos. Such an amazing time. After I'd sworn off having any more, I was told to leave it 2 years and I would change my mind. Make that 2 months!! DH and I have already started talking about the pros and cons and going back to see an obstetrition and see what happenend with Jazzy's development and whether I can even carry again. I was told all sorts of wierd comments like my uterus was the wrong shape, my placenta was too thin and again with this comment "have you ever had an abortion?" I was asked that about 10 years ago when I had my first laperoscopy so now I am getting a bit suss. I havent had any kind of surgery other than the laps etc, and c/s. Why do doctors make such throwaway comments and then tell you nothing?

I'm not game enough to look at your birth video yet as I didn't go through the whole experience and it kinda scares me. Plus DH is in bed and it will freak him out if there's labour room noise coming from our loungeroom I'll have a look in the light of day. thanks so much for sharing those labour room photos. now I think I may paste the first one of Jazz for you. DH says the look on her face in those first hours will be etched into his memory for the rest of his life. I can't believe that I never thought for a second that she was gross or ugly. I was prepared to think that, but oh my god, does love get any stronger? I can see it in yours and Coop's eyes too. Congratulations and enjoy. Lots more photo updates