Smithy~ I am so,so very sorry that you have had such a terrible past.Unfortunately there has been things like that in my family(my mum was abused for years).My heart goes out to you.You never really recover from being treated that way.You only learn to get better at dealing with the pain but it never goes away.I would be staying away from FB too.I am so very glad that you have your new partner.You seem really happy and i am so happy for you.I have always believed that success is the best revenge.You have it all now.xoxox

AFM,I am madly trying to find the top of my uterus by feeling around.Because my stomach was in 'shocking' shape from DS,and because my stomach muscles remained separated,i am probably feeling everything BUT my uterus.This is keeping me busy until my next appointment in 3 weeks time. I even had lines drawn on my belly so i could get up and measure with a measuring tape.This is all to make sure im growing as i havnt gained any weight.I started at 47kg,dropped to 45kg and am now back to 47kg but nothing more so this might ease my worries about the baby not growing.Do i sound insane yet? LOL
Belly rubs to all.Sorry no personals today.I have lots to do but wanted to have a quick peek in. xx