Hi everyone

i m/c last night i just feel so empty and sad. i had backache all eveing so had a bath and went to bed and when in bed the pain got wosre so i went to the toilet and some clots came out and then as i was getting back into bed i felt a lump so i ran back to toilet and as i sat down i heard something so looked in the toilet and there was the sack sitting at the bottom of my toilet so i called dh and he said it def looked like sack. this might sound horrible to some people but curiosity got the better of me i got a plastic bag and put it over my hand and got it out the toilet and when i looked at it i could see my baby floating around inside i could see its eyes and arms it was so strange and amazing to see it and then the more i looked the more it sank in that it was my baby i was looking at then my dh said it was time to do something with it so i wrapped it in tissue and flushed it away and now i feel so guilty doing that i just broke down and regret flushing it away but i didnt no what else to do cos i saw it i feel bad just flushing it away. anyway i just thought i would let everyone no i dont need D&C now just need to do a preg test in 2 weeks to make sure all hormones are gone. and can i say a massive thanks for all your support and that i hope i will be joining this forum again real soon and may you all have happy and healthy pregnancys i will be checking in every now and then take care everyone.

Munchy xxx