Makes total sense. I think it is a normal part of mourning. You grieve each week of the pregnancy and it can get harder the closer you get to the EDD.
This week my bub from the mmc should be turning 2, DS1 should be 18 months and DS2 would have been 7 months. Obviously the second 2 wouldn't have happened if the first bub had survived. But I will always wonder what could have been.
I find it difficult to find a pregnancy real until I feel the baby move and even then, the fear can be overwhelming, it makes it hard to believe it will end well. All you can is remember you are pregnant today and send love and peace to the baby that is growing now.
Talking, singing and visualising bub can help, but don't beat yourself up if you can't. It will come.
Last edited by LionsandBears; January 21st, 2012 at 08:19 PM.
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