sunbeam I have no words that seem right. I'm very happy to know that your housemate is staying home today to be with you, she must be a very special woman to do that for you. So many people wouldn't bother to do that. I hope you are able to find some answers as to why this keeps happening for you. Your strength is inspiring xox I will continue to follow you as I can't wait to read your BA when the time comes.