Wow, just starting off on a ME rant, then I will get to some persies to perk myself up!!!!
I had, the, worlds, biggest, hissyfit yesterday at work....O.M.G.........and after work, and after tea, well, pretty much all day and night until thank god I fell asleep in a mess!!!!!
My cramping got worse yesterday at work, to the stage I went through 4 rolls of loo paper checking to see if AF had come. The lower back pain was excrutiating, and the burning AF cramping was totally real. I freaked. I spen't a lot of my shift locked in the dunny bawling my eyes out, and ringing Repromed in Adelaide having a freak out about the cramps.
They told me to go to Mildura today and get another HCG done, if it would reassure me, so ofcourse I was like, waiting at the pathology door at 8 thismorning waiting for someone to open shop
My levels today are at 7860. I think thats good, but I don't know, I was 700 last Monday, and just under 2000 on Thursday so does that sound right???
Repromed says they are fine, but the reassurance from other girls going through this would be sort of great right now.
Thisafternoon the lower back ache has come back along with some cramping, god I wish I could just spew my gutts up everyday so I would at least 'feel' pregnant!!!!
I know I'm so very early, but everyone seems to 'feel' PG and I don't, just crampy.
My gosh I am going to be fun to deal with for the next few weeks girls look out!!!!!! LOL sigh

Audax, I love your new avy by the way XXXXX And is so great to hear you have MOVEMENT in Da House!!!!!! Well.....uterus anyway.....

Dory, it's great to be here with you XX And it's great to hear that you are feeling so good, hope you are giving your kitty loads of huggs right now and the vet visit was a smooth one XXXXX

Kit, honey, I feel so silly having such a freak out when you have done it so darn tough these past few weeks. You are hanging in there being so strong, and so is Li'l Tiger!!! XXXX

Sammy I will be stalking about on Tuesday to see how things go, Darling, i feel like a total hypocrite telling you to hang in there and be strong when I'm losing it already, but honey, we all love you so much and pray that things are working out to be just fine XXXXX

Mumma2many, welcome babe!! Great to see you in here congratulations!!!!XXXX We are pretty much at the same stage, so IKWYM about the stress XXXXX We can get through this together, no matter how psychotic we get! XXXXX

Eliselouise, yeup the mad girl is back LOL, you can't hide from me I will just follow!!!!!
Pack some warm clother for your Mildura trip, your gunna freeze your butt off here at night!!!!! Days start off frosty, turn into a lovely sunny day, then freezing at night....typical desert weather!XXXXX

Possum, how are you going hun?XX

Hope I haven't missed anyone, so sorry if I did X

Well, my Darling DH is out with the boys having some beers to get away from me for the afternoon, poor thing, I told him id put his tea in the oven so he didn't have to come home any time soon. LOL Mabey he will wait untill i'm asleep!!!!!! Would be the smartest thing he's done today!!!!