Tanya I'm sorry you're stressing.

I actually came on here today to ask when does the fear go away? I can see we're in the same boat. Absolutely terrified of losing our bubs again.

I woke up early this morning and couldn't get back to sleep because my boobs didn't feel very sore. I haven't had many symptoms, so when they're not there, I freak out. I feel fine, and apart from getting tired and occasionally the runs (TMI) from eating meat, I'm perfectly fine and it scares me stupid. I'm REALLY trying to stay positive, but it's so scary. Seeing the hb helped for about 4 days, then the fears came back. Afterall, we saw the hb last time too, didn't mean a thing......

I'm glad you guys are here. Even reading about someone else being scared too helps a bit, which is weird. I could do with a window into my uterus though, just so I can be certain everything is OK.

Hoping all our bubs are doing fine and wondering why Mummy is freaking out.