Its so stupid of me.. but whenever i see my ticker i find myself thinking god ive got so long to go.. even tho it was only a couple of months ago that i wld get so excited when i wld see anyones tickers past the 36 week mark cos i knew they wld be holding there babies so soon!
I honestly think im in denial, i really dont believe that we will be having a baby in the next few weeks. I feel like im only making myself set the babies room up cos its what i 'shld' be doing.. not because there is going to be a baby that needs a bed.

Yes i am stupid
Reet, I know I haven't been here for ages but I just saw your comment and had to reply. Hugs chica! I had that exact same feeling right up until they showed me my bub. I prepared everything because I should do it, but I didn't believe we would have a take home baby even while I was in labour. TBH, once it was over and he was in my room, I was pretty shocked and completely paranoid for the next few nights that he would die. I even slept with my glasses and the light on lol. What I'm trying to say is - you will be fine, bubs will be fine and you will have him to hug in a few weeks