Melster~ it sucks with child support i think at times that the parent should have to show recepits to prove that the money is being use on the children especially that much money. My bf ex use to send him demanding text messages but she has stopped since they have been in and out of court since then. If you can fight as much as possible. CS was way off what they said my BF owed he went to court come to find out he owed nothing. They were behind on the paper work and deposited his checks ( 3 weeks late)

Dory~ i know what you mean about just looking at your baby as they sleep i know at this point that i need my sleep but just watching her loves to fall asleep with me holding her and i will just look at her. As far as her sleeping its gotten better she has her good nights and bad but in my eyes its all worth it. I was out for a couple of hours the other day bf had her home i come home i walk over to her and said hi and she smiled and cooed at me made me so happy.