thanks ladies..

hey forshelby. reet. dory.......i cant believe im finally in this section.......im sure once the shock setsin then so will the worry....although because it feels like more when i had dd....i feel that im already heading in the right direction....because with the mc i didnt feel half the symptoms i have now....and i think deep down i feel it will be ok....or im praying anyways.....

i have been reading the posts trying to catch on and meet the new people....

im on holiday so i will post when i can....

i was up all night last night....i just couldnt sleep so hopefully ill have a better night tonight..........