I was like that too.
I sometimes still get a bit this way.
It's kind of like you cant believe how lucky you are and you are worried it will run out.
LOL, well thats how it is for me.
It's like karma is going to get me for having such a beautiful, perfect bubs.
Its hard not to feel that way, esp on this site.
But I do remind myself that the numbers are skewed here, so many came here after suffering so much. I look at my BF and she has no idea how lucky we are, cause she hasnt met the people I have.
The everything is actually stacked in your favour.
I think sometimes, you need to step away to see that.
Enough of my rambling,
xxx