I was a bit like that too, suddenly there is so much at stake. I would tell myself that I was doing everything right, and if something did go wrong, there would be nothing I could do to prevent it, I had done and was doing all I could.
And then I would just push it from my mind, keep myself busy, remind myself that as MLM says, online statistics are skewed because people come here for support. And I just tried to be very kay serrah serrah, what will be will be, I've done all I can, what will happen will happen.

I think that this parenting thing is all about sighs of relief. Bub is born safe, sigh of relief. You make it to 6 weeks, 12 weeks, 6 months, 12 months, sighs of relief. They survive falls, accidents, close calls, sighs of relief....I suspect it's an ongoing thing.