Probably my biggest when I was in labour was them sticking a needle in my back & making me paralysed!?
I can't watch those Medical shows when they do stuff to eyes or backs!
So I was afraid of an epidural & I already know I don't want one with this preg!
As A Mother I am afraid of my daughter being hurt, when she is not with me, I never believe anyone will look after her the way I can!\
Even last night she slept at my sisters, I called yesterday afternoon & then last night to tell her I love her & I called this morning & this afternoon & she is staying over another night & they are going to the Beach tomorrow, already I am worried they won't keep an eye on her properly! Although they have 2 of their own & have taken DD lot's with them....
When she is not with me & I hear sirens etc, I panic!
A;lso I probably smother her, I tell her I love her so many times, but my Parents would always say they loved us, still now I would sit on my Mum's lap! I ahve friends & their families are so distant & never say "I Love You" so I probably over do it!? If that's possible...
I worry about when she is older etc too, but I guess I will just stick her in a post bag to bali then!!!! hee hee hee!
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