DD was a surprise baby so I do sometimes feel like I didn't get done everything I wanted to before having children. I would never trade her for the world but sometimes I do wish I could just watch DvDs all night and sleep in late the next morning or join my friends on pub crawls. I'm 21 so all of my friends are off doing things every weekend and I only can occasionally (actually, just the once since she was born) but I think they look at me with jealousy also, iykwim. They are supportive and visit me, since it is easier so I really appreciate that but when they talk about their trips to Europe or Uni exams, I feel like I'm missing out (I have already been to Europe but you know). I know it will be great when DD is older and I'm still young enough to persue the things I want to and I love that I had her young as it has its advantages but I do have days when I just wish I wasn't a Mum.
Last edited by Jellyfish; June 1st, 2009 at 08:22 AM.
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